Break CG size !!
Well, today went to buy dice wif my frenz.. bought some rather nice dice.. preparing to start my dnd campign soon... anw !! suddenly !! i really really wana break a CG !! but... actions speaks louder then words... i did not put alot of effort into reaching out... after breaking cg, I have to go for CLM ( care-leader meeting) untill 9pm !! wa !! and i have to go sch early to out reach by myself...well, i am not afright to stay untill 9pm on sat... i am juz afraid that my parents don't allow... same as going early to school.. oh well.. come to think of it .. a CL = suffering... but i will out everything a side first !! i will juz do my best in bringing ppl... Hope that the remaining half a year ?? is suffecient for it to happen...... oh ya... and i don't know when will I get my report book back.. scared that I will retain/Go normal... WA !! sianz lar !!!!! nvm lar.. let go and let God... HECK IT !!~~
normal day
hiaz.. pass few days was rather normal.. had nothing much to post.. same for today.. anw.. decided to post sth before anyone thinks i forsake my blog.. so today went to my cousin's house... the end... -_-"
Badminton
oh well, today played badminton wif my CG mates... had fun.. wa.. i didn't know badminton was so fun untill today... took some time practicing how to "smack" the shuttlecock.. well and i got back all my results today =/ didn't did very well.. but it was expected.. =P slack too much liaoz.. but at least can go sec 4 express ba.... (hope so ahhax)Had a tough time getting scolded at piano lesson for not doing my HW.. hahax.. and bla bla bla.. so tts abt it...
Up and Down
haahx.. this colour nice.. =P.. decided to have special colour for this special day.. hahax.. so bacically right, today is my cg core team outing... so.. first we meet at Potong Pasir.. den we wanted to go Safra(Toa Payoh) play pool.. however, we found out that is is too crowded.. so we decided to play bowling somewhere opposite Great World City... so... we took the train to orchard.. and then wanted to took a shutter bus to Great World... but donnoe why we ended up taking a bus called "Buzz" (or sth) that cost us $1 and takes around 45 mins to reach Great World.. and so.. we played bowling.. bla bla bla ~~ and then we had a core team meeting~ and then we took the correct shutter bus.. which cost nothing and took 10 mins to go back to orchard... wanting to save money (as my ez-link spoil), me, marcus and stephan decided to walk to dhoby ghaut instead.. so on the way.. stephan treat me and marcus to a drink... and we walk walk walk ... and reach dhoby ghaut.. so we went our seperates.. oh.. and actually was suppose to go home myself.. but my parents came to fretch me insted.. so anyway.. knowing that in mind, i use my Mrt/Bus fare money to buy some food to eat... so.. i sat on the steps of the mrt station and eat it.. den suddenly marcus called me.. tell me his ez link lost... HAHAX... ok.. so i went to look for him.. and den call my parents etc etc to tell them wad happened.. den suddenly hp no batt... den spend all my money on phone call.. and then we decided to go to the bowlling alley to look for the ez link.. and den dad tell me when we found the ez link.. call them and den he come fretch me... so.. we go all the way back to the bowling alley.. and then walk walk walk.... and then findally !! reached there... but den still cannot find the ez link... so anw.. on the way there i left 5 cents.. den jia lart not enuff money to make a phone call... den donnoe why i suddenly find one 10c coin in my bag.. hahax muz thank God... alright... cannot find den fretch marcus go home bal bla bla.. wad a long blog... don think anyone willl read untill here hahax... okok .. so the moral of the story is don panic when bad things happen lor.... er.. like tt lor... =P
Slacking day
oh well today i finished 16 eps ( minus the last 2 as i watch b4 liaoz) of DAQ so nice !! ok and it is like 20-30 min per eps ? so anw... yar... today ended as fast as it had started...
I always felt that my spiratual life is inconsistant.. Thank God for Jonny as God used him to speak to me... I will always (try me best lar) remember this.. Jonny: "when ur spiritual life drops by the graph...tts when u learn...and build on it."
Wow... didn't know he so pro.. haahxa !~
Multimedia
Hahax~ so well, today I woke up early (well... 930 am is early for me) juz to get ready to go to Nexus for my multimedia training... hahax... so i reached there at 11 sth... learned to edit the multimedia slides... and learned alot of other things... hahax...
So.. during the service... i hit a wrong button.. when leaning towards my right -.-" ok.. and the whole projection on the screen black out... =X thank God that Hui li found out abt it fast... >.< ... alright.. anw.. i learned alot of things there... and stared into space (actually I was thinking abt what Pastor Shierly was saying) and then I forgot to "fade up "? a couple of time.. =P .... well.. i really had fun.. there hahax..
anw.. I got to present sth to the people in DMM >.< hahax so so nervous.. anw after that.. sth Jun huang.. <--- (is tt his name?? i not sure) said sth really Impactful "Never give up. If u think you cannot do it, I think you can." wow... that is something really impactful and touched my heart.... So.. after everything.. i reached home at about 2015... and washed up.. =/ .... ya and.. hahax.. Can't wait for next saturday.. and the week after the next... where i can go and make somemore mistake at MM again HAAHX !! alright.. the end... and God Bless
Beware
Wa.. yesterday's blog so negative.. tsk tsk... anyway... i am ok now =/
ok.. i learnt a very valuable lesson... Basically, i learnt that if we submit to Evil desires, its will gives birth to sins, sins when fully grown, gives birth to death...
Sins are no fun at all... it is like a fire... don't play with sin... "Be self-controlled and alret. ur enermy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour" (1peter 5:8)
Hahax.. i know many people don't really understand all the things on top.. so i summerise it lar.. so bacically right, everyone struggle with sin... everyday, we get to choose weather to do the right thing or the wrong thing.. Juz remember not to take sin too lightly.. and say sorry to God immediatly after u sin...
*sins = things that fall short from the glory of God / "bad things" lar... like cheat, lie, lust, cursing etc etc
Game Set
Alright.. My fate is already sealed.... Exams are findally over... next wednesday will be the time I wait for death to find me.. Damn !!!! i am really afright that i will go to normal Academy... hiax... people keep telling me to think positively... thats what i told myself.. i even encourage other people.. However, the inconsistent me keep changing my mind... I really really want to stop worrying.... I tell myself.. whats the point of worrying.. worrying won't help the situation at all..but hiax... no use lehx... anyway.... For christians, or even non-christians.. here's some verse for you.. Jer 29:11, 1 peter 5:7 and Phil 4:6 ...
Aiyah Heck lar.... >.< i am really fighting a tough mental battle... I don wana get disappointed next wednesday when i get back my english result... i am feeling more anxious and scared then in the exam hall... There's really nothing much I can do now.. i can't even have Faith that I can pass my english.... as in.. it has nothing to do with Faith... so i feel rather "weak" now... There's nothing I can do other then sit here as i awaits for my death.... hiax.......... But 1 think i can assure is i won't backslide so don worry... =P
lastly, thx jonny for telling me abt 1 peter 5:7... hiax... and all the best 4 those who are still taking their exams !! It ain't over till it is over !! (for my case it is all over now)
Sushi
... so.. well.. today i went to eat sake.. with my relatives.. so.. had a really great time there... well this wld be a short one... gotta prepare for my paper tmr..... so... hope that those still studying vry hard 4 their exams will continue trying... and you.. yes.. you.. the one reading this now.. u better go study.. don slack... perpously come see my blog as an excuse to slack right ~~ go go go study~~
Somthing to add on (impt)
Hmm.. was looking thorugh my testimonials in friendster... wow.. I recall alot of different memories... well thank God that I met all this people in my life who cheer me up... and was kinda suprised that many people say i am kind HAHAH !~~~ i really really thank God for all this people that I met in my life... My friends, My relatives.. cousins... everyone has been really really good to me.. Suddenly, I realised one thing... when ever u feel like giving up... or doing something stupid.. remember all those people around you...don't disappoint them...
Special thanks to Marcus, Jing yu, Weitao, Ah siang, Kelly, Sujith, ying ying and piggy for writing in my testimonial..(too many people to state all) thinking so highly of me hahax...
Most importantly.. Marcus have really played an important role in my life =/ (hate to admit it) U really help change my life.. I Could not be what i am today if it wasn't for you.. -.- ( sound too idiotic arg.. wadever)
Lastly !! I WILL REMEMBER TO STAY CUTE (well it runs in our family blood line.. eveyone is naturally cute) AND HELPFUL 4EVER !!
Last meter in the last lap
Last stretch in the findal lap... left 3 more papers... findally there's a break.. all the papers were easy.. but E maths and Chemistery i didn't manage to get most of the answers correct ( hope i can be promoted to sec 4 express next year..) Oh well.. so ... i will be free on tue after the last paper... so anw... a very Sorry to my loyal fans who is reading my blog =X .. didn't post anyhing for around a week or so.. oh well.. too bz studying.. but hiax.. really hope i can go sec 4 express... abit worried.. but I must Trust !! ok.. so anw... I pray that >>U << yes u.. the one reading the blog now.. will be able to study hard.. and well, do well... =P
DOOM !~~
Spend the whole day trying to do my a maths exam paper.. well, didn't really turn out well.. the whole paper i can only do 1 ½ questions out of 12 questions...
trying to think positively... and keep my faith up... i must really work hard for a maths.. now.. i have to keep asking everyone i know to help me or else i will surely get an A1... and thx to jon tan 4 encouraging me with this verse.. "
I can do all things through God who strengthens me"... sigh.. i really hope for a miracle to happen.. and i believe it will if i do my best for the rest of the 1 week till my a maths paper...
my dad got a new handphone ... awww.. its so nice.. motorola razor...i am prepared to get a scolding and jeering from the teacher and the class tmr for asking stupid and easy qn... >.<
and the amazing thing abt today is God really use me to talk to people.. I hope there are people reading this.. i really hope that no matter what are u doing, maybe my blog will encourage you a little... wow.. its so late.. there's sch tomorow.. feeling drowsy ~~ zZzZzZz~~
Saturday Service
Wow ! today's service was amazing... " i got a saviour and he's living in me Whoo i wana know, i wana know u today and u are the best thing that has happened to me and the world will never take, the world will never take you away." so anw... learnt alot of things today that i can apply to my life and make me a better person. So... i went home and felt so tired, and simply do nothing. Viewed a small powerpoint clip which really made me think..
Lastly something to ponder about : Psalms 118:8 It i s better to trust God then to put confidence in man" Hmm.. Everyone will fail u one day.. but God never fail u.. even when u have some troubles now.. u blame God, u wonder why he allow so much disaster to happen.. But everyhing God dose if for a good purpose.. give him one chance.. trust in him.. ask him to guide u.. be humble.. and i can assure u, God will help u..
