I not stupid too
Went to see jack neo's movie haha, was rather touching + funny... Overall it was great... but haha.. must admit.. there's a bit of anti-climax.. after every "feel like crying" part.. there will be sth lame to make u laugh... and haha the ending was kinda unrealistic... but thats jck neo's style... Really learned something from the show.. learned that i sld compliment people more.. to look at their strength instead of their weakness (:
No Eyes has seen
Firstly, wow.. i so long nv blog liao... its been six days.. hiaz.. been sleeping very late since sunday(22 jan).. sleeping almost at 2am daily.. got lots of hw to rush.. but thank God, that he really help me and refresh me.. and gave me the extra help so that i can strive on..
No eyes has seen, no ears has heard.
The good that the Lord has prepared for those
Who wait on Him, to hear His voice
U are the potter and I am the clay
Jesus take me in Your hands and make me all that You want me to be
Jesus help me understand my purpose and what You can do thru me
Fulfilling my destiny
Wow, this song is really great sang it in cg today.. I've really been refreshed and experience God's love once again.. It really reminded me how much God really love me. And i actually came across a fellow y-hope's blog while trying to search for this song. Once i enter the blog(i didn't know that the person was from y-hope), and started reading one of the post, I suddenly feel this.. feeling.. which is really indiscribable... I suddenly suspected that if the person if from y-hope and true enough, i was right.
Why ? its because of the way the person type. Its full of excitement of God. It really shows that how much the person really love God from the heart. I am really proud being a y-hope member. This is where i can sense and feel that everyone works hard and love God wholeheartedly.
Study~
sigh, yesterday (or rather 2 days ago) had a maths test.. when the paper came.. I looked through and then decided to give up.. ( coz i donnoe how to do ) thank God, the teacher allowed me to take the test another day....
Tmr chem test liao... no mood to study... totally sux.. hate my attitude.. but just can't start studying... I really need God's strength now... don't feel like studying at all !!!! I can see if this continues, my o lvl will fail terribly and may even end up in ITE... Arg.. i just can't get into the mood of studying~
SIAN~
wah sian.. there's so much work to do... my dnt folio.. my a maths stuff ( test, hw, tuition).. sian ar.. don't know why.. i feel like going to church camp right NOW~ Where i can really slack and don't care about studying.. hiaz.. this year sec4 liao.. o'lvl... cannot slack.. must jia you ar.... >.<
But oh well at least thank God that i have him with me... he's there watching while i do my hw.. but felt a burden for my classamates who don't know God yet.. At least i study for a reason (i.e to glorify God and to have more accessibility) but some other people study so that they will get rich ?? stupid reason for studying right... but oh well.. Hope that i can finish my hw+folio tmr.. or else.....
Missing~
Intresting.. my stuff have been missing this pass few days... First, my sch tie.. Second, my umbrella.. Third, my life to the fullest Mentor book >.< (must be some of my fans who stole it from me.. sigh thats the bad part about being so popular.. xD HAHAX ~~)My wallet's brand turned from Billabong to Bil Ng (-.-") somehow it broke... more to come ?? haha...
Running after you
Your Word is a light unto my path
Your Love guides me through my darkest night
And even though sometimes Your ways I cannot understand
I’ll never walk away because my future’sIn Your hands
I don’t care what people will sayI’m running after
YouI won’t turn back and go their way
Coz I’m running after YouYeah
I’m running after You I’m running after You
Well, those who really know me enough will know what i am a really insercure person.. i tend to turn Mel (personality that thinks alot) while Idling my time away.. and then the more i think the more insercure I am hahaha... thats usually in the night when i have nothing to do (ok.. studying is not included)..
Anyway.. as i think through it, i decided to play this song "running after you - planet shakers" then I suddenly realised that..
God's Word is a light unto my path (show me the way)
God's Love guides me through my darkest night (guides me)
I’ll never walk away because my future’sIn Your hands (God's the one who holds your future)
In life its actually all about God... my future, is in God's hand.. it dosen't really matter how much other people really look at me.. Anything else dosen't matter anymore.. (:
Metamorphosis~
Wow.. yesterday (an hour ago) went for Metamorphosis !~ served at MM.. had great fun with the guys there.. made some new friends.. know them better... played with a psp haha.. Anw.. its really really really great to serve God.. not only in terms of spreading his gospel, but also to help out in church... I consider it a privilege to serve !!(even though sometimes i grambled abit >.< but i really enjoied serving) yeh... that right.. from the day i joined MM .. I had never regreted .. anw.. gotta slp soon.. so bye for now~
God's presence~
God !! ur presence.. its so undiscribeable.. Your love.. its just so divine.. nothing could ever compare to your love.. Each time.. i come to u and worship you.. i could feel your love.. Its all about love.. This feeling is undiscribeable.. its so fuffilling.. Nothing I ever do could make me feel so good.. feel so loved.. Many time i serve you.. I forgotten that why am I doing this things.. When i worked hard and set out to achive my goals of being a CL etc. I actually forgot that i am actually doing all this because of LOVE... We seek what we value... God i really value your love.. i want more of you in my life !! More of this warmth.. which can't be obtained by any ways....
I love You God !! you are the reason that i live... you are my all in all... you are my everything...
1 Corinthians 10:13
1 Corinthians 10:13 (The Message)
No test or temptation that comes your way is beyond the course of what others have had to face. All you need to remember is that God will never let you down; he'll never let you be pushed past your limit; he'll always be there to help you come through it.
One added to our number !!
Amen !! God is faithful !! one week into the contact geathering !! and already one convert !! one more brother to join us on this journey to heaven..!! didn't see it coming haha... really thank God for what he had done in all our lifes !!
Anw hiaz.. next few months gona be tough.. lots of stuff...
-Chiong 4 God
-O lvl's
-Piano grade 6 exam
Self-Science
Well~ today abit special in school.. there's no lesson.. instead there is this Self-Science thingy~ its there to.. erm.. let us know ourselves better.. its great.. i learned that.. haha.. i am quite hesitant to share my views/opinion/What God spoke to me in worship... cause.. aiyah ~ scared that my ideas/opinions are not good [even though they really are.. (of course lar !)] or irrelevent ~ all this kind of things.. must improve on this area... everytime got sth to share.. in my mind always (ok.. i will share.. after one person shares) ya lar.. so.. must improve.. anyway i wonder if anyone actually reads my blog.. If u reading please just tag sth !!! haha.. initially updated my blog so that maybe.. a year later... i come back and read.. bring back memories.. now abit sian ahah~ So anyway.. tmr starting lessons liao (sian) and friday need to hand up my A maths Holiday HW which i have not started and is hesitant to start...
1st day of 2006
haha.. i'm too lazy to type what happened yesterday.. its gona be boring to read that.. like who cares right~ haha.. anw today very funny.. my mom got drunk after drinking one cup of red wine (don't tell anyone if not my mom will kill me) .. after that.. she starts er.. acting funny.. don't know for real or fake one.. and she can't walk stright ~ Started insisting on going to the airport. (by my sister)
Anw, i got my new study bible today !! its called The NIV Rainbow Study Bible.. when it say its rainbow it is really colourful.. there's 12 colour each colour represents one thing like purple = God speaking, Green = love.. so almost the whole bible is underlined with different colours.. there's alot alot alot of things in it.. very good study bible.. got it for $53.10 at daily+gifts...
Count down party~
Alright.. don't have much time.. its 3:34am now !! and i am super tired.. so i am just gona briefly say what i did today
So.. woke up early in the morning to eat eggs and kaya toast at some shop at east coas park.. but then when we reached there, the shop wasn't open.. so since we are already there, we (my baby niece, her mom, her grandma and my family) decided to play at their playground awhile.. I played swing awhile.. haha.. was fun.. i love swings...
After that.. went to centerpoint to eat instead.. I quickly finished up my food and rushed for service... after service, we just chill untill like around 5pm.. after that went for DCTM ? ( don't know what la) some meeting.. learn alot ! challenged myself to be a CL by end of jan.. after that, went to eat at long john's silver (is that how u actually spell that ?).. it was my first time there.. food not bad.. the fish sux...
After eating all this, we (my cg + Gedion + Jun huang) went to suntect and took a walk around.. after walking awhile.. decided its late enough, we start walking to esplanade (to cut the long story short) it was extreamly crowded.. Squeezed our way through... i was totaly sian and wanted to go home after we found a place to seat.. but oh well just 20 mins to count down.. so ok i decided to wait... Oh !~ and the fireworks were great.. we didn't actually countdown but oh well =/
What i learned today from God is that, God protect us and love us not because we are good or anything. Not because we are careful, but its because he loves us ^^ (this last paragraph like no link right... i'll tell u tmr.. i mean later.. i am very tired.. wana sleep asap... so anw wish you all a Happy new year)
