Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Game Set

Alright.. My fate is already sealed.... Exams are findally over... next wednesday will be the time I wait for death to find me.. Damn !!!! i am really afright that i will go to normal Academy... hiax... people keep telling me to think positively... thats what i told myself.. i even encourage other people.. However, the inconsistent me keep changing my mind... I really really want to stop worrying.... I tell myself.. whats the point of worrying.. worrying won't help the situation at all..but hiax... no use lehx... anyway.... For christians, or even non-christians.. here's some verse for you.. Jer 29:11, 1 peter 5:7 and Phil 4:6 ...
Aiyah Heck lar.... >.< i am really fighting a tough mental battle... I don wana get disappointed next wednesday when i get back my english result... i am feeling more anxious and scared then in the exam hall... There's really nothing much I can do now.. i can't even have Faith that I can pass my english.... as in.. it has nothing to do with Faith... so i feel rather "weak" now... There's nothing I can do other then sit here as i awaits for my death.... hiax.......... But 1 think i can assure is i won't backslide so don worry... =P

lastly, thx jonny for telling me abt 1 peter 5:7... hiax... and all the best 4 those who are still taking their exams !! It ain't over till it is over !! (for my case it is all over now)

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