BRING IT ON !~
Went for audition today.. Many things happened lol..
1st) Yu shan's sore throat still not okay..
2i) Wei lun's guit at RC gota rush there and back again in 1h... we did it !~
2ii) We gotta fix guitar string.. we didn't know how to.. and desmond isn't coming any sooner to help.. thank God that this guy i think he's name is Jason.. Came to help =D
2iii) The 1st string of the guitar broke lol... Marcus have to play with one less stirng...
3) During the audition, Des' drum got some problem lar.. lol...
4) Wei Lun used a bass guitar which he is unfamiliar with and its untuned.. HAHA !!
Well but thank God at the end of the day.. we were able to play decently !! And i am really glad about it !! eventhough so many circumstance and problem appeared, God never fail to help us !! At least we were able to play rather well... Even though Yu shan had sore throat, the judges said that she sang well !! Well done yu shan lol~ And thx Rachel (our no.1 fan) and Michelle for your cheering.. and encouragement !!
God i wana be different !!
Wei lun's msn nick: I wana be different... different in his eyes (sth like this)
This sentence hit me... Like wei lun, i really wana be different.. in God's eyes... i wana be a world changer... Not just another christian... I wana do sth for God's kingdom... I wana expand it !!! When I see God face to face, i wish that God will tell me "Son, Well done".... I want to be unique !! Unique to God !!! I wan God to be amazed by my life !!! like the guy who had faith that amazed Jesus.... God !! I WANA WIN THE WORLD FOR YOU !!!!!!!
Happy Birthday to me !!
Happy Birthday to me !!!!!! I'm officially sixteen... Wow.. just now my parents actually bought home food from swensen's to eat with me =) and also bought a mango ice-cream cake.. wow.. ok.. Jon tan was really sweet.. (!!! I ACTUALLY SAID THAT !!!) yeah.. he wrote me e-mail and sms me and msn me !! Great pal !!! Thank God for you...
My Birthday Wishes
1. Chinese Olvl A1 !!!!
2. Grow in grad group
3. Get 12 and below for o lvls..
4. See my sheeps grow
5. Make it to CLM (hahaah)
Being loved..
I must really learn to be loved by people.. Seriously, i have been rejecting love (
Normal ordinary love like Care and concerns) from people haha... Those who know me will know that i will usually rejects gifts from people.. Also, i would usually keep things to myself... esp sad stuff... cause i really don't wana flood those around me with my problems.. unless otherwise...
Yesterday: Had Coreteam meet at china town !! lol.. left half way for MM duty... 1st time on duty with Wei Lun.. we had fun didn't we.. or rather.. you had fun didn't you >.>.... after that went to give DC a suprise, went to eat, then we went to play dota !! my com so lag!! irritating.. i can't even click on the hero !!! but well kinda enjoyed....
Last SA CG
Tomorrow, or rather today, will be my last SA Caregroup.. Haha.. Words can't discribe how much this group has blessed me... Each and everyone of them are just so sincere.. The Nights we spend together in camp.. wow... they will stay in my memory forever... From a guy who sleeps in sunday church service when i was in PLMC... from a guy who bring a small slip of paper and a short pencil; wearing 3/4 pants with a Hang ten T-shirt...to a shepherd..To someone who lead and gives challenges to people... wow... I just can't describe how much God had change my life..
Tmr will be my last time leading worship in SA caregroup also.. I want to make this a special one.. and I MUST !!
Looking down memory lane.. All the Ups and Downs of the group.. Those who leave and join us.. Those who had breakthrough.. Wow.. God is just so amazing..
Thank u God !~
Hiaz, was really bothered about how busy i am gona be.. You see, i am trained up as a slacker... After seeing how busy i am gona be.. for the rest of the year; and the next 1-2 weeks, I felt like giving up...
I went to ask God; God !~ Why did you choose me ( to do a particular thing )... I thought (some new arrangement) is there to help me become more free to study.. But after the "new arrangement" i seem to become very very busy...
Then, God said to me: Son, this is the time to rely on me. Throught this storm, i will be with you. Through this storm, you will see my power. Through this strom, you will grow. Through this storm, you can see the "Impossible" being done; You can see miracles happen!
*Yeah, at that point of time, i knew, i have learnt something; i had grown!
Jesus take the wheel
MY GOSH !!!! The song
Jesus take the wheel is killing me !! Thur, my piano teacher taught me how to play.. and then i begin practicing since thursday.. Manage to play the Introduction.. but not perfect yet...... oh !!~ and the song is "Killing me" X.X
2006 Olvls..
So i am gona be 16 soon *hint*... anw, what does 16 years old mean ?
16 years old : Pool; Lan b4 6pm; NC16 movies; O'Lvls !!
Isn't it tempting ?? Furthermore, WorldCup is here !! LOL !!!! GG !!!
Discipline
Discipline... A simple word; yet so hard so fufill... I just can't sit down and study...
Something
Just want to say something.. felt that there was a need.. cause i felt a burdern for God's people.. hmm.. i don't know... This is actually something i want to say to someone but.. oh well, i just pray that that person wld come stumbling across this blog...
I read this in the internet around a year ago i can't find the link again.. but, it goes something like this :
If there is no Hatred in this world,
You would not know what is Love.
If there's no trials and temptations,
how would you grow?
If there is no hunger and war,
you would not know how bless you are.
If there are no failure,
how would u know if there is success.
If there isn't Sadness,
how would u know what is happiness.
If you never fall,
how would you know I'll (God) be there to carry you.
If your life was perfect,Would you ever need me ?Yeah, God is there for you to fall back on.. Rom 8:28 (My favourite verse) & Jer 29:11 - Trust God, and all your problems would become so small that you'd knock yourself in the head and say "Why couldn't I see the solution to it before !"
(I still don't know if this is useful? maybe no one actually need to read this.. i don't know... but really hope that it hit your heart.. I post this simply to hope that you would place your trust in God no matter the circumstance.. Remember how God brought you through? so many instances... so many times.. yeah.. trust God..)
Lalala ~
Today had care group !~ After CG, played soccer.. and then we sat at Serangoon's Mac and chat (grin lol !!!) Had a nice chat.. Don't u guys agree ??
actually i wanted to do some chinese... but lol !! Lazy.. anyway do visit Sunny Leow's blog @
www.stupidsunny.blogspot.com it has been revived.. A nice name for a blog though...
Hmm sld i change my blog skin ?
Studying~
Well, today went to find miss tan bout DNT... after that... went to chill with marcus and andre... Reached home, i immediately did some research on internet regarding dnt.. Wow !! and then rested ahaha.. So after that i decided (findally) to get my lazy butt off the bed and did one chinese comprehension....
Today i learned sth special~
"You who brag about the law, do you dishonor God by breaking the law?" - Rom 2:23
This verse hit my heart.. Something happened today.. And then i was in a state of... frustration.. and then i came to God and worship and spend my QT... and God spoke to me.. for the first time i actually apologise to _____. Haha !! At that point of time.. i know that i have grown spiritually and passed God's test.. =D
Jamming !!
Well, today was my first time jamming... Met with the band at Potong pasir... Then, we went jaming !!! The beginning of the jamming session wasn't that great.. haha.. There's people outside staring at us... haha... but well, after awhile, when everyone got used to the instruments.. its was really great... I played the keyboard for abit... and went to sing haah... YuShan sang real well.. I think Desmond played well.. really !! Really excited for the next jamming session.. hope that by then i can play the song... Also, i realised that chinese O'lvls is just 15 days away.. ok... 14 days and 30 minutes... Oh GOD !! HELP ME !~~
-listening to 浪漫手機 - Jay chow
Parents day
Yeah!~ today i learn something about Faith... While waiting for the taxi today, I keep telling God.. "ok God.. i have faith that you will send a taxi (cause i was going to be late for service)" But after a long while, taxi still didn't come.. but then God told me something "If you have faith, you will not keep telling me you have faith, you will just believe Me" So ok... after that, I believe in God and tada.. not long after, a taxi came...
So anyway, my parents cousin, and her daughter came for service.. so during service my niece ( 3 years old) started running up and down the aisle.. so two times, she ran too far.. and i have to call her back.. (while Pastor shierly was talking)... and yar... she made alot of noise and i attracted much attention.... >.<.. after the service many people tell me my cousin was cute LOL !! i think so too.. must be in the genes...
After service, met up with my new group!! wow.. cool bunch of people.. and i am really excited about the transfer.. not that i don't like my group, but my new group would really help in my growth.. Mainly spiritually and in my studies... And my new CL will be Alvin... Spend some time with alvin.. had fun.. =D
Eventful day..
Alright~ so today is kinda fun.. Left sch at ard 1330H... met up with terence and marcus to go and eat the duck rice... reach there at around 1400H.. and it turn out that i was the only one eating.. (Pang seh !) Yeah and i left with marcus to go to Nexus.. reach there around 1500H... passed sth to the MM guy.. (steven i think)... and sat at Dhoby Ghaut mrt to chill.. suddenly saw Alex (from 1A) God's plan man !! Chat with him.. and invited him for camp.. he gave a rather great response.. Reached patrick's (Tuition teacher) house at 1600H... had tuition and crapped with patrick untill 1800H... went home.. reached at around 1845H.. Slept... bathe.. ate.. went for piano lessons at 1945H.. Learned how to figure out chords for song.. and then tada.. here i am... Hungry gona eat...
Yar IMPORTANT.. i almost forgot.. ANDRE TRIED TO POISON ME !! But too bad.. my body is strong and healthy enough.. =P
Video !~
Lol thats what we did after the exams.. too bored ? lol
*Note !!! PLEASE TURN OFF YOUR VOLUME WHILE VIEWING THE VIDEO !!!!!
uh.. why me...
Oh haha.. i knew it.. should i laugh ? lol... abit sad.. sad till cannot cry.. lol~ so.. i guess its set.. I have been choosen.. I always thought I can adapt to change.. But.. can I ?
http://hechosethenails.net/
I'll never forget today.. God really soften my heart.. I really serve too much and forgets the peace I have in God... XD...
What are they doing ??
I'm so angry !!!
To Christians: Have you ever seen people (in your class especially) who claimed to be christian yet "disgrace" Christians ? Yes ? then i am sure u can sympathise with me. Don't u feel irritated and frustrated whenever you see those so called christian scold vulgar and do all kinds of sinful stuff ? I do.
To "Christians" : I know i am in no position to judge and I am not trying to judge. Yes. Men are not perfect. But that does not give us the excuse to sin! I am rebuking all of you! and I think something had to be done about this. Christ died for you! Wake up your idea! He died for you so that you can be save and carry on sining and not repent about it? when someone comes to you and rebukes you you just scold them out of pride? Firstly i know its difficult to be christ-like. But, the important thing is not how christ like you are !! the important thing is that you are willing to CHANGE !! God said in
Leviticus 19:2 and
1 Peter 1:16 - Be holy for i am holy !! Its not to late to repent and be changed. Humble yourself. Be a light unto the world.
To non-christians: Hey~ i know many of you are giving the excuse of "Why should i be a christian ? i believe God is real, but i see no difference in Christians and non-christians." What i want to tell you is Christians Repent (ask for forgivness from God) while non-christians don't. I feel that whatever you done wrong, all you have to do is ask for forgivness, and it is enough. (but don't have a mindset of I sin and sin lar.. later repent can liao.. Its wrong !) All in all, if you think Christians are not setting good example therefore you don't want to be one - You are just a coward! Why did i say that ? Its because Christian life is tougher then yours. If you think you can be a "better christian" why not be one! Instead of just sitting there commenting about it.
Lastly, if i have insulted anyone, i hereby apologize. My motive here is not to scold people. But I simply want to draw you closer to God.
