Sian ah..
Tick-tock tick-tock..
All has been said, much have been shown.. I'm tired.. I'm burnt out.. Wakes up at 620am.. and reaches home at 12am.. waht kind of lifestyle is this.. seem like much have been done and yet nothing have been acomplished.. maybe i need to pray more instead of doing so much.. then again.. i kept praying for a breakthrough but things seem to go the opposite way..
Well, leadership is key.. but if a leader has no follower, he's just a person taking a stroll in a park..
Labels: feels like i'm simply wasting my time...
Random Thoughts
I guess each individual human is special.. I picture everyone to be a mansion.. There are some interesting rooms around the place.. some rooms that are explicit and others which are implicit.. There are paintings which are too difficult to understand.. Some rooms are messy.. And some others, organised.. There are locked rooms as well..
But anyway, my favouriite room is the study room.. Where i can find many interesting books and well, documents o.O? Oh and i love to peak into locked rooms.. and guess whats actually inside..
Sadly, sometimes i feel that no one understands my study room.. I ain't random.. just... too deep... perhaps till the extend where i seem to be crazy...
tired..
Thaddeus GONE!!!!! so in jon tay for a week.. this week has been fruitful.. Learnt alot on monday form jon tay, came out of my comfort zoen to love on tuesday, spent 3h of quiet time + 1 hour of preparing for CG worship?, had cg on thursday at the roof of a multi-storey carpark. Friday was awesome.. The CLM/AGM/CL Prayer meet.. was great.. CG svc attendence: 4......
Oh and i really really need to learn to "write,type" better.. as in not for the grades.. but i wana express myself better....
Dear Mr.Heng
Some men's ambition is art
Some men's ambition is fame
Some men's ambition is gold.
My ambition is the souls of men
What i want to do with my life is to invest in other people's life.. I'm not trying to be a superhero or what.. all i want is to be a vessel for God.. So that his good work may be seen through me.
Dream!
INFP - The "Dreamer"
Temperament: NF (Visionary) Primary Function: Introverted Feeling
Population: 2% (1.5% male, 2.5% female)
Labels: sia la.. i'm rare..
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Labels: Weird
The Thoughts
I guess its been long since i blogged about my feelings.. maybe is cause of the time constrains of school that i can't stay up late to emo... haha.. but anw, so here goes a rare post about my random thoughts..
Anyway, i really realised that being a careleader really isn't easy.. its like.. being a shepeherd of X number of people in the cg altogether..Nowonder the Bible said that those who desire to be an overseer desire a noble task...
I guess i've not really been a great clown; to able to juggle my time well.. week:1 after q2 got study alot! but never meet my people.. week2: got meet up, but never study.. haha.. oh well.. like what we learn in econs.. opportunity cost... forgoing the next best alternative... too bad we can't trade knowledge..
Sometimes, I just feel really sucky cause of my inabilities.. In studies, sometimes, or rather many times, I would reach a state where my brain just can't take in anymore information.. kinda sucky to have limitations... sometimes i just can't remember all the history stuff.. i can't read the lecture notes fast enough.. produce a reasonable and detailed essay with many perspective or even form a proper sentences as i write... Well in Ministry.. i guess its kinda worse... its really hard to help people to grow and to realise their potential... maybe now i can feel a little of how teachers feel... After all, like in saw4, we cna't really help people who don't wana help themselves.. but its really difficult to convince... and sadly, the only thing i can do is show care and concern.... =/
Well, i guess everything would turn out well at the end of the day.. it always does.. right... But i'm really damn tired... REally draining.. I guess.. one of the worse feeling in the world is that u want to do something yet you can't.. You desire so much, yet.........
In the final analysis....... (sounds so econs) i guess.. i can only commit my hopes to GOd.. So many people i'm praying for...
I went back to the familiar beach..The place where I can find peace..A place where I can enjoy the quiet breezeand the starry night..Though I can't stay here forever..for morning would come..But may this short momentremain deep withine my memories..Labels: Incompetence..
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