Bucket of blood~
Whoa.. i'm super tired to elaborate.. so i'll just say where did i went today
YCK (by bus) => AMK (mrt) => Bishan (mrt) => CJC (bus) => Tang ling CC (walk) => Tpy CC (bus) => Changi village (bus) => NSRCC [some chalet opp changi airport] (Cab) => tanah merah MRT (shutter bus) => Home!!! (cab)
10 places in all.... what.. but then.. its all worth it..
for the kingdom cause..
A Discerning Heart
1 Kings 3:5-10 (New International Version)
5 At Gibeon the LORD appeared to Solomon during the night in a dream, and God said, "Ask for whatever you want me to give you."
6 Solomon answered, "You have shown great kindness to your servant, my father David, because he was faithful to you and righteous and upright in heart. You have continued this great kindness to him and have given him a son to sit on his throne this very day.
7 "Now, O LORD my God, you have made your servant king in place of my father David. But I am only a little child and do not know how to carry out my duties.
8 Your servant is here among the people you have chosen, a great people, too numerous to count or number. 9 So give your servant a discerning heart to govern your people and to distinguish between right and wrong. For who is able to govern this great people of yours?"
10 The Lord was pleased that Solomon had asked for this.
I prayed this prayer.. and immediatly i felt a change.. I know the consequences of being wiser.. I would now have to sacrifice more since I know a better way to do things.. But, if given the same decision again, i would still do it.. cause i wana lead YOUR people to greater glory.. far greater then what "other had done in isreal"
the train
"It all seems so fast. I was just standing along the rails when a i saw an oncoming train. A hand stuck out from its
carraige. It grabbed me while the train sped by and soon i found myself on board. My destination? i
dont know. Then, my
carraige leader shouted, "
Joseph get to the front now!!" " sir why me? the train is long. its a long way to the front. get someone nearer..." " no, you go!!" so i went and when i opened the door to the front, i saw the train captain. i grabbed a shovel and started to heap coals into the furnace " where are we going my lord?" he turned and smiled at me " just keep heaping on the coals,
dont worry" somehow i felt assured that the captain
definately knew what he was doing. i continued to add the fuel that would drive the train. for once,
i'm driving on without knowing where i am going."
- adapted from a certain somewhere and i bet the certain someone must be shocked to realise/see this if he ever see this..
Anw, had a great night chatting with GuoBin!! my good old sec sch friend.. happy that he's doing okay.. hope he had God.. =/ Service was.. wierd.. perhaps its because I woke up at 145 after sleeping at 4am.. spoilt bio clock made me feel wierd... I even ask jian cong why is he down so early for service when its 240... haha.. guess i need to sleep early ? *looks at clock; 457am* hahaha
the battle is about to begin..
INteresting..
alright.. i had quite an interesting chat today with my classmate.. very interesting.. oh and he reminded me of sth... which is wow.. "Do you trust that God will provide for you as you serve him?" =)
Its gona be alright~
Salvation Is HereGod above all the world in motion
God above all my hopes and fears
And I don't care what the world throws at me nowI'm gonna be alrightHear the sound of the generations
Making loud our freedom song
All in all that the world would know Your name
It's gonna be alright
Cause I know my God saved the day
And I know His word never fails
And I know my God made a way for me
Salvation is here
Salvation is here
Salvation is here and He lives in me
Salvation is here
Salvation that died just to set me free
Salvation is here
Salvation is here and He lives in me
Salvation is here
Cause You are alive and You live in me
its GONA BE ALRIGHT ~
Spoilt!! Lost!!
List of things that i need replacement/repair:
Handphone (dropped it in 853)
Handphone (my spoilt E760.. which spoilt so long ago.. Lazy to repair)
Guitar (repair needed)
ipod nano (sth happened to it need lots of repair)
ehh actualy i should repair all of those ar.. then i don't need new ones.. oh i need to get a bag soon.. ARMY21 bag is.. well... weird..
vVhY~
After reading
stephen's blog.. i came to thought about the
qn about why am i a christian.. as in.. why would i
wana do what i am doing now.. sacrificing my
saturdays.. going to church.. Not being able to go out with my 119 classmates.. need to meet sheep for shepherding.. Got
alot of things to do.. multimedia stuff, Meetings.. WHY!? why do i
wana do all these.. and sacrifice time...time which i can go and use to get a girlfriend (
eheheh, i have the
caliber to get one okay.. lol)..Yes, cause i believe Jesus is real.. there's just so many scientific proves and archeological findings that supports the bible.. historians also wrote about him in their accounts.. But, the big qn is.. Why do i wana do so much.. I cna don't even go church.. since i just believe then can already what... why do i wana do Multimedia.. go meetings.. cell groups.. Services.. why why why ? if i don't have a reason for doing all these, i must be a fool.. And in my blog today ! i shall declared that i'm not a fool.. I do all this because i wana Touch lives & Make history.. basically i wana impact the world.. i wana show them what is agape love, what is the only thing that can fill the void in their heart..and this is my commitment and constant reminder.. and sth to help keep me going when i'm discouraged.. "Touching lives, Making History.." its more then a motto.. its a vision; a vision from God..
Timing
Actuall, serve God ain't that tedious what.. though sometimes is really... then again, i realised i always end up having to sleep late / have not enough time to study because i can't plan my time well.. A growing pointer...
ECC 3:1 (NIV)
There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under heaven:
I guess.. i need to know what to do.. well.. the right thing at the wrong time is wrong.. need to grow !
Passion
Passion: Ardent love; any powerful or compelling emotion or feeling, as love or hate; strong amorous feeling or desire; love; ardor (from dictionary.com)
I Love what I am doing and I Love whom I am doing it for. I have Passion for what I am doing and I have Compassion for whom I am doing it for..
Hiaz... serve God is like that one lar..
10 things i shouldn't compromise
1) QT
2) Worshiping God everday
3) SOW at every opportunity
4) Shepherding my sheep
5) Playing Guitar everyday: improving my skills (after i repair it lar..)
6) Being on time for every meeting
7) Doing what i promised
8) Keeping my HP close with me so that i have availability
9) Pray!
10) Do the list of things i typed here
11) Not excceding the "ten things i sldnt compromise list"
Lead
I guess, leaders plays a crucial role in a group.. and i'm glad God placed such a great leader in my life.. thx..
Thanks.
well, thank God.. for whatever is happening.. its sth really difficult to say.. but.. Thank God...
Ten Random Thoughts
1) Many surfacial relationships (friendships) are around.
Do think about who are your real true friends
2) How many times have you actually go on an outing with your
friends and come home feeling empty.
3) I realised leadership style is closely linked with spiritual gifts
and mine happen to be faith
4) Making a sermon is difficult
5) I don't mind listening to a song over and over again
6) Its wasy to find people's blog
7) Girls can forgive but not forget! Strange beings..
8) 119 is fun. I think all that clique thing isn't that complicated
if everyone just put aside our differences and play and
not hate each other for being excluded when you decide
not to join in cause you feel uncomfortable
9) I don't think any 119 people actually visit my blog
10) i need to repair my guitar asap..
11) I have 10 random thoughts
12) the 11th thought was unneccesary
Faith and Deeds, Speech and Life
I remember I was just telling my sheep this.. "Let your life be in conjunction with whay you say." and God reminded me..
James 2:14-17 (New International Version)
Faith and Deeds
14What good is it, my brothers, if a man claims to have faith but has no deeds? Can such faith save him? 15Suppose a brother or sister is without clothes and daily food. 16If one of you says to him, "Go, I wish you well; keep warm and well fed," but does nothing about his physical needs, what good is it? 17In the same way, faith by itself, if it is not accompanied by action, is dead.Anyway! I had a great day with yan shi! =) Went to buy many stuff.. A memorable day
I won't just say "I'll pray for you" next time.. I'll help you.. A lesson learn, A step closer..
The Gate That Took So Much Effort to Be Openned
Went for a run with
Zi Xin and Jon
Tay at SR stadium.. ran 4km whoa.. zi xin killer stamina freak...
Anw, after that went to Jon tay's house to chill and play majiong.. after that i went for prata with Jon tay.. whoa.. it was a really great time of envisioning and imparting of spirit i should say.. learnt alot !! After that went and stayed over in Jon tays house for PSP2 game WHOA! W11 rocks..
Win them over.. one at a time.. pour a bucket of blood.. to inspire a drop of blood hahahaha... tired.. =(
