it ends
Lol.. I started of wondering if God would bless me, ironically, i ended up thinking why would God wana bless me (well, since he blessed me sooo soo soo much in this exam season) and this two verse came to me Psalm 8 and Psalm 23 http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Psalm%208,%2023;&version=31; (go check if u wana know) yeah.. i wonder i wonder.. i'm just like a passing wind.. Why does God care so much about me.. Why does he love me so much. why does he provide and bless me.. Why does he show my so much grace.. Why ? Lol, and come to think that i used to doupt that God's grace isn't sufficient for me..
Light
introudcing LIGHT =D
URY
URY - let me remember this... let me not forget this...
Serve
and God spoke to me.. and the word he gave was Serve...
Matthew 20:26-28 (New International Version)
26Not so with you. Instead, whoever wants to become great among you must be your servant, 27and whoever wants to be first must be your slave— 28just as the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many."
Since the moment i told God i wana do sth great for him, he tested me, now i understand.. now i know.. like aloy said "If you don't grow, next time you'll die" =) God test us for a reason yeah.. Serve.. =)
light
ah HAH ! its 3am and i have a test tmr.. oh i'm so dead.. like what matthias say.. the test is going to have me instead... x.x just hope i don't get 2Us.. and i have to go for SSP and i'm gona die =D..
Anw, i decided to name her Light.. =)
Hmm, its a good time to mel now, concidering the fact that its 3am and i'm in my sister's room as she has gone to genting with my parents.. so i have my own room for now... hmmm, life have been... okay... oh well, alot of funny test and alot of belancing to do.. Lots of prioritising and trusting blindly... well, its kinda over now.. i think.. haha.. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....... it feels like new year.. new challenges and new stuffs are happening everywhere.. interesting uhh.. sch's starting... i'm getting owned... GOd rules amen =D
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The road sure is narrow.. sure is tough...
muaahah
Thank God.. hah he blessed me with a wife !! finally.. lol.. my own wife... >.> wonder what shall i call her...
Stand
Whats your stand today.. Decisions, Commitments.. whats your stand today...
Count the cost, and pay the price
Count the cost, and pay the price...
I've counted the cost.. i've counted the cost i have to pay... and God, I'm game.. I won't stop halfway.. i'm going all out this time.. was kinda inspired by what Luke/Si han shared with me that day.. He sayed "i don't care already, i'm going to ask God to use me in whatever ways he can.. i don't mind 4h of sleep" to me it mean alot.. and i know he will do what he says..
During the 2nd night, after P.Jeff's teaching, during the alter call, i didn't respond.. i was counting the price.. and it appears as a really big amount to me.. i hesitated.. i wasn't ready.. I know i have alot of things to do.. and i'm not ready to make such a decision.. but then, i told myself sat night... Heck lar.. just go for it.. God's gona do the rest..
So, i shall give GOd my best.. My very best.. in ALL areas of my life.. Its a difficult, tiring journey.. but its worth it.. Count the cost, and pay the price.. God, i'm game.. i'm living for you Lord, so all may see your kingdom come.. Nothing in this place is gona stop me now.. or hold me down..
Back from camp
First Frontier camp
haha.. finally i'm back from camp.. been ponning sch and not doing hw HAHA =x *not salt and light uhh*.. ok apart from that, i learnt alot alot alot from this camp... had great fun... enjoyed the company of Thaddeus, mm dudes, CG + Unit and ex-grads grp.. So yup, i shall just share the most impactful thing i learn in this camp..
2 Corinthians 12:8-10 (New International Version)
8Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. 9But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. 10That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
why don't they get it
What a shame, its my 200th post and its not a happy one....
I don't get it.. I just don't get it... whats wrong with you people.. why can't u understand ?! why can't you get it... We ppl here are working our ass off for you guys and then all we get is.. this ?! Complains... What is this man... And whats wrong.. don't u believe that God's power is infinite ? and God can administer to you anywhere anyhow?! all you need is just an open heart !!!!!! its not about the surrounding things.. its the heart !!! I wonder how many sleepless night the ppl put in to come out with all this things for you guys.. and as u enjoy it, you are happy and all.. but when we need some contributions from you, all we get is all your lame reasonings.. i'm super pissed lar wa lao...
perspective pserspective... Why can't u change your perspective to a more global based.. you toad in the well..........
Leadership
Arg.. i'm __________ and i can't believe i actually _________________
HAHaha what a way to start off, anw.. hmm God really want my to grow uhh...
ends~
SHEPHEDING
oh, so i was quite frustrated after school today cause of some reason...... lol, yep and then was so angry that i acted like JONAH and started being lame and crazy and blaming God for everything that is somewhat not linked.. so I went on the bus to go to serangoon to meet up with dear teddy for shepherding which i'm not really excited about hahaha =x
But then !! the shepherding is really good !! God really used this lesson to teach me uhh.. haha and for the first time in a long time, i actually had shepherding =) *stares at a certain someone!* hahaha no lar..* yar.. was a great time of.. refrashment and accounting i should say...
Haha.. lots to be done.. responsibility should not be taken lightly.. amen..
Bday pressent
yeah !!! Got a pencil box from my CG.. nad i got cake and an affirmation card from MM =D how sweet.......
