Fell of my bed lol...
Oh well.. I feel of my bed in the middle of the night.. Quite painful... how dumb... haha...
anyway, i there's 2 test in sch today..
1) Chem test - quite alright... vast improved...
2) A maths test - kinda easy... enjoied doing it.. eventhough its like 2h.......
Hectic day
Tmr.. chem test..
Studied the whole day today at bishan.. Chemistry whole day... well, really tired... woke up late and didn't manage to find a place to study in bcc.. First, I went to study alone at macs.. The chair there is terrible.. next, went to carthel till 6 and went to bcc...
feel so so so so tired now.... need strength... don't think i'm gona do well for my test tmr.. but i know i did improve and gave my best... and to me.. that is enoguh.... (:
Grace
It was never about works... It is all about Marcy & Grace...
Gifts are just but a bonus.. Love is just given by grace.. We don't desereve it.. but God love us anyway.. We don't desereve forgiveness.. but God just forgive us anyway...
Study day
ok!~ so today went to bcc and study.... and for tuition !~ Thank God for luke who taught me Chem.. and other stuff... really admire some of his charateristic + giftings.... Went to follow up on xing hua... quite ok lar... to me... he needs time..... anyway... i think i should fast from com too.... should I....... might suffer from withdrawal symptoms........ think i should lar....... i'm like talking to myself......... ok .. yeah... erm quite a tiring day today... ate at cafe catel for lunch.. HAhA!~ shall end off by tell ing everyone to jia you !~
Back to blogging
Hey~ ok.. i'm blogging again.. not because i am already a careleader.. Also, it is not because i gave up... It is because God tolde me during worship that i have been setting goals/pursuing stuff not according to His plan.. but according to my will... When i do things of my own desire, I won't be empowered... but only when i do things accoring to God's will, i will prosper.. and it will be the best plan.. so tada.. i'm back to blogging... cause i think God wants me to focus in my sheep more.. instead of evangelising.. not that i'll stop evangelising.. because evangelising is my lifestyle.. but i won't spend too much time on it... but to spend more time to know my sheeps better and impart my spirit to them... =D
Fasting...
Ok... I am gona stop blogging untill i become a Careleader !!! And thats FINAL !!!
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why? I just don't get it =( Simple.... yet complicated... how ironic... What does it mean to be simple? To be child-like.. Why? I just don't know... why... tell me why? I know only You can answer it.. hiaz..... sian.......... =/
sad...
Peter
I wana be like the peter in the Bible.. Someone who takes initiative to lead... I want to have the initiative to step out.. step out of my comfort zone.. like how he did when he asked Jesus to ask him to walk on water.. Yeah !! Step out of my comfort zone; Take initiative. I WILL GROW !!
Wah so many things i wana do !
Wah !~ there's so many things i wana do..
1. Master Adobe
2. Master Guitar
3. Able to play keyboard super well
4. Learn photography and videography skills !!
Yeah but... all of it have to wait till after my O lvls... =/ But kinda excited in media works !!! Kinda fun...
HAaha marcus rocks!~
hmm.. yeah.. What Would Jesus Do.. When we are faced with a problem and don't know how we should react, we should really just act as how Jesus would !! Yeah..
Anw, just wana thank God for marcus !!! yay !! u rcok !! and erm.. nice talking to you !! =) I regreted my decision !! I don wana change (u know what i mean)!!! Yeah you are really nice.. so loving... The most loving person i ever know (other then God..)
New Goal !
Set! I wana be a CL by end july !! God, I will shout your fame to all the earth! I will lift your name on high! I will show the world your goodness!!! I will show the wrold how good u are !! i will show the world your love !!
