God's Love
well, today marks the first day of my studying (real studying).. did one E maths paper 1... and decided to take a 30 min break =D.. but oh.. now i still had not gone back studying...
Anw, today i also thought that I did not have much growth... yeah.. i have growth in a few small areas... but i WANT a breakthrough... Also, i feel so tired spiritually... and then God drop me this sentence.. Being a Christian is not all about Evangelize.. Its not about Going to church, Doing Good...... Yes! All christian aim to perfect in those areas.. but actually being a christian is all about reciving LOVE from God... It is being able to have this LOVE in your life... That would never fade.. or diminish... God is love... reciving God = reciving Love
The CANE !!
LOL Today joke sia.. lets start off with english Paper 2... Sure fail liao lar.. i can't even comprehend the comprehension.. Its so boring untill i doze off =X and then the summery... Hopeless... i don even understand the qn.. haha... Joke... I'm sure many people gona fail haha...
And also, today after i went to the toilet..(canteen side) i came put and saw a cane on the chair.. Its the DM's.. lol and i ignore it (stay out of unnecessary trouble).. however, i saw him talking on the phone.. so i just went up to him and ask him, "sir, did u forget your cane ?" then he look so funny lar.. he was like opening wide his eyes and said "Where?" so the nice me went to retrive it =) i rock...
My future
One qn came upon me today; What do you wana be when you grow up; what are your goals in life. Its really important to have a goal.. because Goal brings Hope... Goal brings passion.. Right now.. my only aim to study is cause i wana glorify God.. I really wana show everyone who kept telling me to "don't go church lar.. God also want you to get good results.. O lvl this year leh" to findally shut up after they see my fantasatic results !! Back to the previous qn, I still can't decide what i wana be when i grow up.. (an ancient qn).. i have many dreams and fantasy... but all are just unrealistic... =/
3rd vision
Wow !!! Amen.. today while worshiping God alone at home, he gave me a vision !! Its my 3rd ever vision in my life (i think)..
It goes like this. I was asking God for an unquenchable fire (passion) for studying.. as i really can't do it by myself... i need God's help to get good grades... After awhile, God spoke to me.. He gave me this small little "vulnerable fire". And he said to me: I won't give you an unquenchable fire, but i will give you this small passion to start with... You would have to take good care of this fire - don't let it get extinguished !! (by slacking).. Also, to let your fire burn brighter (increase in passion), you'd have to study and most importantly seek me for oil (refreshment)....
Wow, it was way divine.. and is super right !! I have to do well !! I have to protect this small fire at all cost !! Because i might not be able to regain it after i lost... or if i ever regain it again, I would have wasted alot of time...
Lastly, to everyone who are busy mugging, keep on studying !! And you will confirm do well.. just give your best !!
SINAZ ARG ~~~~~~
aRG~~~~~ Sianz ar........... ever heard of this phrase: (suppose to be in chi) "The more you do, the more mistakes you make. The less you do, the less mistakes you make. When you don't do anything, you don't make any mistakes." This is not really true.. yet, sometimes its true to a small extent.. In life, there's many many many unfair things happening... u study hard, and get scolded -.- You work hard, and you get scolded... Most people focus on your demerits, you get scolded almost everyday, and its only once in a blue moon you get affirmed of the good things you've done.. (frequently by hoppies).. Why are people like this ?? Ya I admit i also behave like that usually... but its really very demoralising when such things happen to you when you had gave your best...
From jack neo's film: When was the last time you have ever recieve an encouragement ? When was the last time you encouraged someone ?
Lastly, Why not start encouraging at least one person a day ?? difficult ?? Certainly not! All you have to do is to say "Well done" and you can make someone's day... =)
Genting 2006
Well, every year i will at least go to genting once... (abit boring lar... but i love the shopping spree part..) So Tomorrow, i will be going to genting 1st time by car (usually i take train cool uh ?)... Hahax.. I didn't tell many people about it.. cause u know.. i'm afraid that people will miss me till the extend that they won't be able to sleep.. haha... anyway I'll be back (hopefully in one piece and breathing) by sunday.. So.. lastly.. pray for me.. that i will have a safe journey.. and maybe even grow and have a breakthrough during this trip =)
RUGBY FINALS !
Today went to watch rugby finals.. ACS(I) vs SAS... and we won 12 - 7 !! ACS(I) did great.. the ball just slipped out of their hands a few times... They were really fast... anyway.. i reached home at around 2015H ? one of the most latest time i'd ever reach home on school days.. Tmr still ahve 3 test (chi, chem, maths) GG !!
Super Great day!~
wow, today's seriously a good day... Firstly I got to know some hope people better... before after and during the DCTM.... (Hoppies !! i really treasure all your friendship) after that played dota and killed a number of people MAUHAah !! ok..... haha.. thirdly, i wanted to not spend qt today (*praying that marcus won't visit my blog) but decided to spend it afterall, and God let me learn so much !!!!!!!!!! fourthly, God spoke to me about 2 things in my life.. 1) studies.... God told me to study for him.. instead of cause i wana go to a good sch and etc. Its love that compels us to study amen ? 2) Secret !!!!!!!! =P
Lastly~ i wana thank God for the song Take it all - Hillsongs united. Super nice !~ (at first i thought it was shake it on =X)
Sports day
Haha.. today's sports day was super funny.. (sa people know what i mean.. i shan't eleborate on it)
Its just so unfair !!!! My batch have to suffer cause this year the chinese's O'lvl Syllabus changed... O lvl chi was super easy lar.. and i was so confident that i could get an a1.. but my perspective started to change when this year begin... i failled Chinese !!!!!!! MY GOSH~ (partly was cause i do untill half i fall asleep) but my chinese really sux now... super sian lar... The chinese standard rose so much.... I start to hate chinese... Tmr have chi compo test... teacher told us to memorise.. Wah biang eh.. i hate memorising.. and i tried.. but not very well done.. would i fail again ??
